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仆记久前，有长兄意欲协余，然自忖才浅，乃婉拒之，今忆之，又愧其时之唐突。仆类，倘蒙人善待，惟恐不当有失，常辞之，繁有此举。反之，倘人委重，则思力成，亡顾自之力，鲜有推诿。此二者，性相同，然果不尽然。由此可窥余类人之心。 倘此心，得不肖利用或泛滥，则自伤深矣。 余顾过往几载，太过自持，又不值。人有不足，恐善待之而唯招灾至。 故，待人应先量之，否，枉为而生苦闷也。心无洞明之境，以大宾之礼，唯如跳梁者，徒见人也。 故有朽木不雕，竖子不谋说。

You are a complete stupid guy, it is unfortunate to be your brother. The worst decision is to be with you and to look after you, you are my elder brother, but you bring me too much hurt. You are not a MAN. I hope to far far away from you, if I can, I would like to choose death but to be with you. I hope you disappear ASAP. Please go to your daddy, he will give you money, I know you can't work, you have to be a guy who only knows to open the mouth when hungry. I hope this is the LAST time to deal with such issue, which is none-meaning and hurt. Please, go to anywhere but to be with me. PS: I am not your father, and my children must be educated well => this is the only thing I get from you.

昨天晚上梦到和你一起去参观一个工厂，是一个钢铁厂或是发电厂类的，有点工业旅游的感觉。只记得印象里很大的规模，和特别强烈的工业感觉。又有一些躲着别人的感觉。临走的时候，厂里的一个女同志还问，你们是哪里的大学生啊，我们这里经常有各地的大学生来学习这样的。答，山东的。 回来的路上，我们遇到类似集市的地方，有很多人在杀驴卖肉，感觉有一点点血腥的画面，因为是很传统的宰杀方式，摆在那里卖。感觉有一些怕怕的。。很多人，来来往往。 中断，想起来再续。。。 析梦（根据脑电波之关联理论）， 1. 333366663333 hjiabcdmhujnmiaaedsjkiolsiou 2. 444422224444 asdirclajrkemnbtvbnonhtbasdejhgalopsasdtkmjuasfdnhtemmjnlkjtbnjoasdfjhgumhgnxdcvasrewersjkliasdtoiuy 3 555533331414 njklikjdiuomjnlkoastkjlhjiaskqwebhjklodfrodjhgy 4 123345230000 wioetrjhrasdykjhgiknmnbg tuuj pndc xyrm yyif txh g.